But none of this was my intention when I wrote my dissertation, and although the work tapped into some of my oldest experiences and beliefs, honored my family and protected what I had always assumed and loved in poetry -- it was mostly obligation, a sense of what conscience demanded given that for a time it seemed I was in a place where I could be useful and where discussion was needed. I am proud of that.
But I have many more and different passions, and I feel my practice of loving wisdom could become lopsided if I neglected them or focus almost exclusively on the world beside us. Perhaps all I've left to do for now is to group these thoughts with the poetics of extinction "53rd & Kimbark", a long poem series and poem in which they are already contextualized. And them and that long poem, in turn, I see as a joint and sprawling text with my everyday philosophy of the environment in The Ecological Life, whose concept of a "thought of the Earth" inspired this year's daily practice here. A long sprawling text --- called The Sky inside the City -- the original title I wanted for The Ecological Life, but which my editor denied me, saying it was too literary. That title came from Alex Shakar's first novel, City in Love: the New York Metamorphoses.
The New York metamorphosis - in my life - was to take my polis (city) -- the one I grew up with -- and to integrate it with the Earth in which it lives. And ditto for our sense of humanity, which is already greener than we think. Later, I realized --thanks to the great living environmental philosophers like Steve Gardiner -- that to have a truly ecological city demands that our species rescale its institutions temporally and spatially in a way that the human race has never done or even yet envisioned (only barely, thanks to environmentalism). This is needed utopianism, needed idealism, necessary modernism. Our saving grace is in the future society.
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365. My rules for this askesis were as follows:
1. Write a reflection daily for a year.
2. Aim my heart-mind, my conscience toward the Earth as a field of concerns, a zone of life that remains both in partnership with us in various oblique and some direct ways and in concealment, largely unrecognized or misunderstood.
3. Compose the reflection only on the day, and do not edit it at all once the day is done. It can be rewritten as much during the day as wanted or needed. (I learned this rule by starting to pre-write thoughts when they came, in a rush, in January. I soon felt that my thoughts in late January and early February become disconnected from the flow of time and my perception from the place I was. So, I found this rule.). (I have broken this rule since only today, when --to be thorough since I will end the exercise with today's reflection-- I prewrote this rule-part of 365 on December 22nd after writing 364).
4. Post the Earth thoughts online when I feel like it, but always including the day of posting. The posting act is part of the daily act; so once the post is up, it stays as is. The only exception is to edit clear typos --I never changed anything in content or style once posted or once the day was done. So these "Earth thoughts" have been proof read -- and any glitches should be taken as intentional, or intentionally preserved.
5. Include photos -or the one video- on the day of posting if I wish. Again, I can't add them after the day of posting. The time signature must be preserved in the exercise.
[The one exception to #4 occurred in June, and I noted it, trying to break back down the post into its time signature. I've noted this on June 12th, the only day with two postings, the one actually from a couple days previous.]
6. Be open -- what Bernard Williams called "sincere"-- and as accurate as possible. Acknowledge sources, and when replying to people who replied to the thoughts, ask them first if they mind being acknowledged. Hence all acknowledgments have already been vetted. Scholarship in the public sphere can of course be mentioned as need be, without prior acknowledgment.
Be open --- and say what is really on my heart-mind, in the zone where my moral core seems most in need of connection or clarity for the day. Hence, the odd blend of styles and sayings.
Be open -- & do not fear professional Philosophy's disapproval, don't be embarrassed. At the end of the day, I have to live with myself and grow, and my family and community might, too. There is more --so much more to life & philosophy (that's the important part)-- than academia.
7. Send out the reflections daily by email in blind copy only to those people who come to mind as likely to want the day's one, or who would be likely to find the reflection speaking to her or to him. Do not burden anyone. Stay away from any forced feeling when sending the email and developing the blindcopy list. Make the reflective practice involve a communal dimension.
8. Do not write to change others' minds, but to change my own. Write for "upbuilding" (a translation of Kierkegaard's famous concept of knowing-as-maturing). Write to grow up -- to echo Kant's view of the Enlightenment. [This rule was not always easy --- as advocacy and teaching, journalism and speech come naturally to me, and because our environmental situation is urgent at a global level.]
9. Enjoy the tightness or roundedness or fractured nature of the reflection. It is beautiful, like a poem, to be in tune with one's own heart-mind. Larger than oneself, conveyor of a larger world, of history and the pulse of time & community, it carries you where you are in your limits and open stance.
9.
Imagine a man so angry
he had to let people know
something
& that something was that the sun is shining.
I never want to live in a society that forgets
the sun is in the air.
If it is our choice then our choice is to take it or leave it.
The time has come for us to feel the sun.
Can we not see that big element
in the sky? This text depicts love,
beauty & thunderbolt.
Is my text your text? Can we say it together
& will the true sounds in it sound true?
Do you see that there is a thing that is
happening & do you know that I do not know
what it is & that I am asking you
what to do with this sun?
~ from "For My Mind is in Costant Baffle" by Nate Pritts, Big Bright Sun (2010)
10. [On day 365, add your thought here: ] Don't look at the product; look at the process. Learning from the process will help me understand what the exercise did for me & my impromptu community, how it worked on me & us, what it meant in me & in us.
... outside, the sky is clime & climbing ...
& "all the creatures of the world
are the truthful signs of our life." (Alain de Lille)












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